I am at Infanta of Philippines for 16 days and I don’t really familiarize the life of Hong Kong now.
In Hong Kong, there are many pressure make me feel tense and not free. What are we living for? You may say I am thinking too much but I know if I have to live and work like others in HK without asking any meaning, I may feel frustration.
It is true to all the people not just me.
Try to reflect yourself. When you doing something but don’t understand why you have to do such, how can you comfort your heart without any doubts?
Too many values in the world and each person are seeking their own.
I am sure that I am quite unsatisfied from the norm values of Hong Kong. Study, graduated, work, buy house, married, birth children, work for the family, retired, death.
It doesn’t mean I am always dreaming to help a lot of people but don’t care about my family. I do care and willing to support my family with my best and I do believe I can. But I don’t think all my time and all my spirit should only focus on family and I don’t agree that family and my dream are conflict.
I am not selflessness and kindness person as Cathy said. In fact, how can you differentiate ‘selflessness’ with ‘selfishness’? Maybe in my heart, I am also seeking my values here to fill my empty heart and make my mind peace. When you help others, the responds, the appreciation, the blessing from them are the most important motive force to drive us to do more and help more. 施比受更有福 I think it is describing the feeling of the situation.
Here is a beautiful place and the people are really kind. I find the simplest happiness which makes my mind peace.
I don’t want to count how much I can do here; I just enjoy caring to others and taking care to myself as I don’t have a big heart to do what I cannot do.